I'm Lost!!!

It's not true... It's not true that I'm lost at this world. I'm just lost a way to find my TRUE FRIEND. Anyway, I hope this holiday will give me a clue or a direction where is my TRUE FRIEND is located right now. My novel is still not finish. I don't have any idea right now. Nobody want to help. But, I think I must wait until this holiday end and the school season coming. Maybe with the school season coming, I will have many inspiration in my mind that I can write them in my novel. I have agree with Suhana that I will give to her my novel after this school holiday. What I'm suppose to now??? Tell her I got a problem or what?

I think want to her the truth about I'm losing my inspiration. I hope she can understand me. It really hard to get the inspiration. Maybe I suppose to see SS to make me have an inspiration... Nah... It will make her feel something toward me.

What I'm suppose to do now???